The truth is not everyday is roses and butterflies, I have bad days too. Who doesn’t! I’m really struggling with the idea of what is depicted about spiritual healers or teachers. I’m even more annoyed that most of the ones I’ve encountered hide behind their pain. This idea of searching for enlightenment is bullshit. You already are enlightened.
I’ve decided I need a break from my work not because I don’t love what I do but because I need to look at my work from a different perspective. I’m tired of trying to chase this idea that I have to create a following or have people like me. The amount of energy I put into things shows my dedication to humanity but I am a human having a human experience and I can’t be “on” all the time. Good thing is all my beautiful clients know I have a no bullshit approach to life, but I still manage to get consumed in comparisons.
It’s a terrible feeling, comparing myself to others in my life. How am I not noticing my own personal successes? Whoever said, look at successful people to become successful, is full of bullshit! Honestly it makes you feel worse about yourself and also pulls you away from noticing how much you have accomplished right now!
I’m done! I’ve been saying this since November and I’m finally raising my hands up in the air. I don’t want to be in the same boat as any other spiritual teacher or healer, I want to create a new path. I want to create a path where people can be super real and not care about what some spiritual “guru” tells you!
I want people to own their crap and work through it. I want people to truly see how beautiful their souls are and that their pain is real! And that the pain can be healed and they can have true peace.
So here is to my new perspective! I choose to work with people who are ready to make true changes in their lives and who want to do the work in order to create more of a true life for themselves. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies but at least it’s real!
I’m a different teacher, I say it how it is and if you want someone to hold your hand I may not be the best fit for you. Don’t compare me to the rest, I choose to be different and I know I’m creating leaders not followers.
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I Call Bullshit
The truth is not everyday is roses and butterflies, I have bad days too. Who doesn’t! I’m really struggling with the idea of what is depicted about spiritual healers or teachers. I’m even more annoyed that most of the ones I’ve encountered hide behind their pain. This idea of searching for enlightenment is bullshit. You already are enlightened.
I’ve decided I need a break from my work not because I don’t love what I do but because I need to look at my work from a different perspective. I’m tired of trying to chase this idea that I have to create a following or have people like me. The amount of energy I put into things shows my dedication to humanity but I am a human having a human experience and I can’t be “on” all the time. Good thing is all my beautiful clients know I have a no bullshit approach to life, but I still manage to get consumed in comparisons.
It’s a terrible feeling, comparing myself to others in my life. How am I not noticing my own personal successes? Whoever said, look at successful people to become successful, is full of bullshit! Honestly it makes you feel worse about yourself and also pulls you away from noticing how much you have accomplished right now!
I’m done! I’ve been saying this since November and I’m finally raising my hands up in the air. I don’t want to be in the same boat as any other spiritual teacher or healer, I want to create a new path. I want to create a path where people can be super real and not care about what some spiritual “guru” tells you!
I want people to own their crap and work through it. I want people to truly see how beautiful their souls are and that their pain is real! And that the pain can be healed and they can have true peace.
So here is to my new perspective! I choose to work with people who are ready to make true changes in their lives and who want to do the work in order to create more of a true life for themselves. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies but at least it’s real!
I’m a different teacher, I say it how it is and if you want someone to hold your hand I may not be the best fit for you. Don’t compare me to the rest, I choose to be different and I know I’m creating leaders not followers.
May Love and Light Guide you home…
Christina Prokos
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